Sunday, March 9, 2008

What Happens in Africa...


I am fairly certain everyone has heard the phrase "What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas" or at least the same phrase but a different local. We joked on the trip that what happens in South Africa stays in South Africa. (For more detail on that see Steve Mok).


We are two or so days back and it is obvious to me that what happened in South Africa cannot, will not, and should not stay there. In some ways it would be much more convenient or less painful if things would stay put, but last time I checked God did not call us to a convenient, painfree life. He called us to care. He called us to go. He called us to serve. He called us to love. Nowhere in this calling did He say quit when you get back home.


This trip has been various things to different people, we all view things through different filters. I look back on everything and see how God hand-picked each of us to be there. It is scary when I realize that each one of us had a specific role that God was grooming us for since we began our separate lives on this earth. Each person had a role in Africa, on the team, corporately, and individually. The lives we touched and the lives that touched us are forever woven into a beautiful tapestry that will only be fully appreciated with the passing of time.


It is hard coming home. I am blessed with a beautiful wife who understands this. I wish everyone understood this but it is something only understood by those who have experienced it.

I left a part of myself in Cape Town and I brought a part of Cape Town home with me. (Unfortunately part of what I left there is my voice due to some mystery illness) It would be a sin to compartmentalize the experience and ignore the changes, feelings, and dreams that come along with the travel.


What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas.

What happens in South Africa stays in my heart.
Ethan

Friday, March 7, 2008

Hardships in a Township

On the last day of our trip, Jon, Susan, and I had the opportunity to visit patients with the community-based carers in Masi Township. A township is a settlement community designated by the government for the poorest of the poor to build their shacks as their homes. These townships are designed to be self-containing with shops, schools, churches, and clinics. Xhosa-speaking blacks made up the majority of the Masi township population.

We traveled with two carers from Living Hope and paid visits to patients in their homes to make sure their daily needs and health are taken care of. The tasks include changing wound dressing, bathing, exercising, clipping nails, checking on blood pressures or blood sugars, and following up on medications. The carers lived in the township themselves and shared their life stories and their difficulties with us between the visits.

I was struck by a few things during the visits. I haven't quite find the right words to describe the poverty and despair in the township, but I will give it a try with this post. Steve Davis visited the carers on Monday and called it hell, and he's not far off. The suffering and pain of the patients are all too visible...the first diabetic patient we visited was so sick she couldn't muster the energy to even engage in conversations. She was laying on her bed (if you can call it that) in her tiny shack, about the size of a small walk-in closet, shared with countless number of people in her family. A patient with such illness would have been rushed to the hospital in the U.S., but not so in the South Africa health system...she's literally rotting away in her own home.

Speaking of diabetes, every diabetic patient we visited during rounds had at least one of their legs amputated. If you have diabetes or know someone with diabetes, you know how important it is to monitor your blood sugars and monitor your carbohydrate intakes to prevent complications from diabetes. A common complication is diabetic foot infection. If not caught early, amputation is generally required--further limiting the patient's ability to participate in physical activity and worsening their cardiovascular conditions.

And one important tool to monitor your blood glucose is a simple device called a glucometer. I found out there is only one glucometer among the many carers and they had to share it during their patient care rounds. By the way, the carers travel by foot and it becomes extremely difficult for them to coordinate their timing in sharing the glucometer. Therefore, many patients did not have their blood glucose checked as closely as they should. In the first-world, checking your blood glucose 3-4 times a day is the standard of care and everyone has his own glucometer; in this township, checking them 3 times a week is a luxury...making the management of diabetes even more difficult is their diet. These patients often lack the knowledge and the funds to acquire food items appropriate for their diabetes. Their meals, if they can afford any, generally consist of processed foods that are unhealthy. And these probably explain the many amputees we've seen.

We visited a 4-year old patient with fetal alcoholic syndrome (FAS) in a special-needs school; her physical size, attributes, and mental/intellectual development are more consistent with a 2-year old. FAS is caused by alcohol consumption during pregnancy. There are also many kids with Downs syndrome and other growth retardation in the school. Health illiteracy is clearly a problem in this township and its consequences are sadly displayed in this special-needs school.

Finally, I was most deeply touched by an HIV+ patient...let's called her T to protect her confidentiality. T is 34-year old woman who suffered a recent stroke that paralyzed the left side of her body. She speaks and understands English. HIV remains a taboo and carries significant stigma in South Africa, and voice carries over in these shacks as they were built so close to each other; so we had to be careful with our conversations. We asked her how we can pray for her and she kept saying her health, I felt there was something more but I was not sure how to proceed under the circumstances.

As I started praying for her health, comfort, and peace, she started weeping and related to us that her ex-boyfriend has found a new girlfriend. And he threatened to stop by later to take down her shack and take all her possessions away from her. In Africa, many women do not have marketable job skills and even those who have them, unemployment remains a major problem. As a result, many women have to find a boyfriend or man as a mean to support themselves. When these relationships do not work out, the women lose their means of support and there is little help these women could turn to. (For those interested in this topic, check out Helen Epstein's excellent book The Invisible Cure)

With T's stroke, she cannot easily get a job and the prospect of finding a new man to support her is poor. There is no women's shelter we know of, and the carers recommended T to contact the police, but I am not sure how much the police could do to protect T. Unfortunately, the rules regulating these visits required us to not get entangled in these disputes and we did not find out what eventually happened in this situation...so brothers and sisters, please keep T in your prayers.

I read these types of difficulties in books, websites, and dissertations, and these readings often ignite a fire in my heart concerning the many inequalities and injustices in this world...but this flame is often extinguished by other distractions. Being here in Masi in person is a totally different matter; I am still processing my feelings and reactions but I doubt that these hardships can be forgotten...T's face has been forever seared into my mind.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Second Week in Cape Town

Our last week in Cape Town went by too quickly and we've been terribly behind in keeping up with the blog...mainly because our evening team meetings have been so rich with stories, insights, testimonies, laughters, and tears. We just couldn't peel ourselves away from each other to sit in front of the computer and write! Here's a reader's digest version of our second week:

Monday - construction team 1 (Ethan, Amanda) started building a new house for a lady whose house was burned in the Red Hill fire while team 2 (Jon and I) continued building cabinets in Living Hope's Oceanview office. Tammy and Steve D visited patients at home with community based care workers and Susan went out and bought bikes for the kids in Red Hill (unfortunately we didn't have time to put them together).

Tuesday - weather did not cooperate and our trip with the home carers up to Table Mountain was cancelled due to high winds and the "Tablecloth" surrounding the mountaintop! Contingency plan took us to the aquarium instead.

Wednesday - construction teams 1 and 2 continued while team 3 (Steve D and Pam and Mike from Brentwood Baptist) started a cabinet and counter project in the Masi clinic. Tammy and Susan visited with community based carers. Afternoon was our last kids club in Red Hill. Farewell dinner with our new friends from South Africa.

Thursday - construction teams completed their projects (well, the house in Red Hill is 90% done, to be completed by the good folks at All Nations). Jon, Susan and I visited with community based carers. We spent the afternoon packing and hanging out with our new friends as they all stopped by to see us off.

I hope to get some time to put up a couple more reflective posts later; so even though we might be back, stay tuned for more posts later this weekend.

Monday, March 3, 2008

Praise and Thanksgivings, Always

One of the songs that we've heard many times in South Africa is called Jarole (I am probably spelling it wrong). It is sung by adults in churches and kids in schools. The English translation goes something like this:
Always, Always, Always
Always we pray
Always we give
Always we praise the Lord
Always, Always, Always

The lyrics are simple and it's a pretty fun song, especially when it is sung with kids along with a dance.

We worshipped with the Xhosa's in church for the second time yesterday in the Masi township. For those not familiar with the terminology, a township is a settlement designated by the government for the poor to build their shacks. The closest description I have is a shanty town but even this description does not accurately describe the extreme poverty.

I was sitting in the back of the church trying to take it all in. A mother was sitting in the front of the church with her daughter, probably about 2 years old. A quick glance into this girl's eyes and belly suggested to me that she has some sort of liver disease, probably quite advance with the yellowing of her eye whites (jaundice for those in the medical field). This girl roamed around the church during service, dancing along with the songs. And she is such a cute girl, everyone couldn't help but pick her up or pat her head. When the song Jarole was sung yesterday, I was struck by how her mother praised with all her heart and soul.

I got to thinking, how would I respond in her shoes...she's got a sick daughter, living in a shack with no electricity, running water, or sewage, surrounded by poverty, unemployment, crime, drugs, and HIV. If I were asked to pick a place to represent hopelessness and despair, Masi is it. Yet these things did not stop that mother from praising and giving thanks.

"In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." - John 16:33

Jesus said that we are guaranteed trials and moments of crisis. Anyone can trust and persevere when things are going well, but an untried faith is weak. I think a tried faith strengthens the bond between God and us. We should take comfort in the fact that God is in control and at work in our lives in times of crisis.

But I often wonder, when that moment comes, would my faith would be strong enough to overcome the doubts and anxieties and still giving thanks and praise to the Lord? It took me a trip like this half way around the world to realize that this mother has it; my life has definitely been blessed and enriched to see that kind of faith lived out and demonstrated.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

For those of you that are interested last year's blog may be viewed at www.livinghope07.blogspot.com.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

A Haiku for Steve Davis


Pastor hard at work
Love, compassion, injustice
Dreams, dreams, wildest dreams!

A Slow Boat Ride to Freedom

So this is my first time to blog on our trip. I wish I had something profound to say to make up for my lack of input, but I don't. I've basically been allowing this moment in my life to just soak inside... God has revealed so much to me throughout this trip. Though I may have more questions than answers now, I do believe something powerful is at work in my heart.

I love Africa. It's a wonderful place full of hope, though many are suffering and in need right now.

Today the group and myself took a trip out to the famous Robben Island, a place where many political prisoners were held during the height of Apartheid. The most famous prisoner to be held was Nelson Mandela. This man truly inspires me. His passion is something I long to have. I've never known segregation and I've never experienced persecution. My life has always been pretty safe. I don't know what it is like to have to sacrifice and fight for what I believe is right. My heart breaks for those who do. Those that struggle for peace and freedom are my heroes. I pray I can obtain that kind of passion...

Maybe that is why I'm here in Africa... Maybe I'm here to reclaim my passion...

On a lighter note... Our group was stranded on Robben Island after the ferry broke down and was unable to pick us up. We spent several hours stuck on the island. I now feel like I've gained a certain bond with Mr. Mandela, because I can proudly say that I too was a prisoner on Robben Island. haha! I believe I'll make t-shirts!

To the left you see Nelson Mandela's prison cell. I'll leave you with a quote by him that happens to be on many of the souvenirs at Robben Island...
"I have fought against white domination and I have fought against black domination. I have cherished the ideal of a democratic and free society in which all persons live together in harmony and equal opportunities. It is an ideal which I hope to live for and to achieve but if needs be, it is an ideal for which I am prepared to die." - Nelson Mandela